TO ONEIRO

ena vradi sto oneiro mou
bike mesa sto mialo mou
mia periergi optasia
aili xwris ousia
eixe ti morfi enos koritsiou
me alokoto disimo,fermeno apo allou
fainotan na einai apo alli epoxi
eixe iremo ifos ma sigoura taragmeni psixi
3afnika arxise ena dakri sta matia tis na kilaei
kai me enan periergo psi8iro 3ekinise na mou milaei:
"esena diale3a eipe tin istoria mou na ma8eis
oxi giati eisai simadiki apla giati mou miazeis
se kanenan allo apo tin epoxi mou den milisa pote
oxi giati fovomoun
apla giati na tous ebisteutw arniomun
einai pou me eixan polles fores prodwsei
kai esena to katalava se exoun poli pligwsei
etsi loipon 8a sou ta pw kai an 8es boreis na ta diadwseis
apla prospa8ise kai esi an8rwpous na min pligwseis
kai den me niazei ti 8a poun oi alloi pia gia mena
etsi kai aliws exw figei aptin zwi peripou enan aiwna
ti 8a me noia3ei an arnitika me krinoun twra?
apla epidi se vlepw ta vradia den koimasai
kai niw8w pws va8ia gia kati mesa sou lipasai
apla eimai edw gia sena mia fili na 8imasai"
auta mou eipe kai 3ekinise
i istoria tis grigora san dakri kilise
kai otan teliwse
apla apto oneiro mou xa8ike
kai etsi 8a 3ekinisw kai egw
tin istoria tis na sas tin pw
zouse se mia katastasi geloia kai tragiki
diskoli zwi
omws ekeini ekane ipomoni
perimenodas mia kaliteri mera na"r8ei
i oikogeneia tis dialimeni
eixan meinei mono ta tria meli
omws kanane prospa8eies na meinoune demenoi
o pateras tis tous eixe paratisei monous
den katali3ane omws pote stous dromous
pada i8ele na exei mia fisiologiki zwi
opws ka8e mikro paidi
omws o 8eos den tis ekane tin xari auti
kai etsi ekeinis mia idea tis karfw8ike
kai egine stoxos kai mesa tis rizw8ike
alles adikies kanenas a8wos pia na min plirwsei
kai apofasise otan 8a megalwne dikaiosini na dwsei
i8ele gia olous tous adinamous ekdikisi na parei
kai mesa se ligmous to ekane orko sti psixi tis ena vradi
kai etsi oi meres tis zwis tis kilousane
kai emene loufagmeni sti gwnia tis
na vrei ali8inous filous prospa8ise
ma itan oloi pseutes kai etsi den eixe kanenane koda tis
moni tis sidrofia i pena kai to xarti
oi rimes kai ta pioimata vgenan aptin psixi tis
mexri pou mia mera gnwrise ton erwta tis zwis tis
itane omorfos kai tin agapise
toulaxiston etsi fainotan
kai ekeini giauton ta pada 8a"dine
akoma kai ti zwi tis 8a aparniotan
omws telika ekeinos ta sinais8imata tis den simerizotan
kai mazi tis epeze
wspou sto telos na einai mazi tis vare8ike
kai apofasise stegna na tis to pei
adiaforwdas pou 8a tis komatiaze istera tin psixi
ekeini otan to ema8e emeine siwpili
tipota den tou eipe
gia mia teleutea fora ta matia tou koita3e
kai mesa tous eirwnia kai adiaforia eide
etsi kai ekeini apo koda tou apomakrin8ike
kai prospa8ise selida na girisei
omws ta vradia ton 8imotan kai eklaige
i pligi tis itan va8ia kai akoma den eixe kleisei
skeftotan tis pikres pou sti zwi tis eixe zisei
ta oneira tis pou gremistikan
tis elpides pou gia pada e3afanistikan
siga siga stin apomonwsi kai ton eauto tis kleinotan
kai oso pio poli ston pono tis vi8izotan
toso grigorotera i zwi tis kolasi ginotan
kaneis den vre8ike na tin voi8isei
kai etsi girnouse vradi se skoteina stena prospa8wdas moni na vrei mia lisi
kati sti zwi na tin kratisei
oi alloi elegan pws itan egwistria kai gia kanenan den noiazotan
den i3eran omws gia tin maxi pou mesa tis e3elisotan
wspou kapios e3ipnos 8elise ton pono tis na ekmetalleutei
kai etsi tis poulise tsigara kai irwini
enan allo kosmo gia na fadastei
mipws kai ligo apta provlimata tis 3efigei
ekeini gemati apognwsi ta pire xwris poli na to skeftei
elpizodas pws auto den 8a 3anasimvei
omws prin to katalavei eixe e8istei
oute omws kai sta narkwtika den vrike lisi idaniki
wste ena vradi se mia istati stigmi diaugeias
siniditopoiise to mege8os tis katantias
stin opoia vriskotan
pws se ka8e tis stigmi e3eutelizotan
kai etsi apofasise stin kolasi auti ena telos na dwsei
eixe er8ei i stigmi tin zwi tis na teliwsei
pros ena palio sta8mo me trena kateu8in8ike
kai stis grames tou or8ia sti8ike
kai opws to treno apo panw tis pernouse
ekeini dio teleutees le3eis psi8irise
oti ton agapouse
kai ekei 3epsixise
omws kai tote i psixi tis den isixase
kaneis gia ton 8anato tis den lipi8ike
kaneis ton pono tis den simeristike
polloi eipan ena prezoni itan,ena apovrasma tis koinwnias
pou den xrizei prosoxis oute a3ias
omws ekeini den adexe allo pia auti tin adikia
kai 8a litrwnotan pragmatika mono otan 8a akougotan i ali8eia
kai otan 8a glitwne kapio allo koritsi pou sti 8esi tis 8a eixe vre8ei
an tis edine elpida kai dinami na sinexisei para tis diskolies na zei
mesa aptin dikia tis tin istoria ti 8liveri..................